10 Mar 2010, Comments (0)

Where Did you Come From?

Author: Stace

Hopeful

While I try not to obsess too much over how many hits I get on my site, I do like to peek at the stats my web host provides every month of so. I check a couple of things, primarily: where people are coming from, and what search terms they’ve used to land on my site. I like to know the first just to get an idea of who out there might be linking to me. I like to know the second just because it’s entertaining. Here’s a few of my favorite search terms from February:

hopeful: 13 hits, the highest single term. Interesting, I think it must be leading to when I first posted this photo to my blog (at its old address), back in August 2008.

variations of my name (stace, staci, dumoski, in various combinations) or the url (www.dumoski.com): 17 total

creative journaling or art journaling, with our without orange county: 7 total

searches including the word “artifacts“: 4 total

And a few random one-offs:
more than anything else lesson plan

prismacolor watercolor pencils

t shirts that say what’s your story (hmm….new product idea!)

gothic journaling

creative lettering examples

stories of inspiration facing change

I just love that last one, don’t you? I hope whoever it was found what they were looking for.

8 Mar 2010, Comments (0)

Playing with the Fairies

Author: Stace

A Flock of Fairies

Not everything you put in a journal turns out exactly like you imagined it. Proof: the above page titled “A Flock of Fairies.” I like the background just fine: I dripped walnut ink down from the top of the page, and since I thought it looked like trees I added green watercolor, which made the walnut ink bleed nicely, creating a nice foresty feeling. I added some stamped leaves for depth.

The fairies started out pretty good too. I really like the triangular dresses cut from text paper, and the wings punched out of backgrounds from the Unicorn Tapestries.

But it all went wrong when I tried to do faces. All. Wrong. I’m trying to stretch myself in my art journal by doing my own drawing and stuff, instead of only relying on cut-out images, but faces are just giving me fits. Which is weird since I spent a month a couple years ago doing nothing but drawing faces and got fairly good at it. Now it seems I can’t even make two dots for eyes and a curvy-line mouth with consistency. Very frustrating. I hate the way these fairies ended up.

But, in keeping with my personal goal to 1) include more self-created imagery in my journals and 2) just have fun playing and experimenting I decided I could live with it this time. It’s supposed to be fun, right? But the truth is I actually ended up liking it a bit more than I thought I would.

Here’s what saved the page for me: after doing terrible things to the poor fairy faces (and let’s not even mention the fact that I misspelled “fairies” in the page title) I figured, “what the heck” and decided to add an impromptu piece of poetry to the page. Now, I’m no better at poetry than I am at drawing faces—it takes a lot of trial and error and erasing before I’m even remotely happy with any verse I come up with, so for me to commit a raw piece of poetry to ink is a big step for me. I just started writing, beginning with the idea of a flock of fairies, and here’s what came out:

(I’m warning you, this is a very silly poem, but I’m sharing it because I think it gets a point across.)

I met a flock of fairies while roaming in the wood.
They told me if I was patient and very, very good
They would bring me to their fairy king and he’d have me for his bride
And though I didn’t believe them I felt a bit of pride.

I strolled along beside them pretending to be queen.
I pinched my cheeks, and primped my hair and like a peacock preened.
The fairies, they did giggle, a humor to their glow
But I paid no mind to them, I was putting on a show.

We came at last to Mirror Lake and there I saw afloat
A silver barge, a galley grand, and many other boats.
“Go on up,” the fairies said. “He’s waiting for you there.
You’ll know him when you see him for the crown upon his hair.”

Those fairies they were giggling still as I climbed upon the barge,
But I let them have their bit of fun and wore a smile large.
Never trust a fairy, I know that’s what you think
And sure enough I ended up just splashing in the the drink.

But let me tell you something I learned upon that day:
It’s always fun to play with fairies no matter what you play.
Let them have their little tricks, their games and jokes and pranks,
And if you even end up wet, you’ll still be saying thanks.

Get it? I didn’t, not until I sat down to transcribe it here (because I knew a couple of you would want to hear the poem). Fairies or art journals: it doesn’t matter what you end up with, so long as you’re having fun along the way. That’s today’s lesson, folks. Sorry you had to survive the bad poetry to get it!

6 Mar 2010, Comments (1)

Workshop Note

Author: Stace

It doesn’t look like there were be a creative journaling workshop in Laguna Hills this coming Monday. The hours of the coffee shop have changed, and my contact person there hasn’t returned any of my emails, so I don’t know about rescheduling yet. If you’re interested in attending future workshops, please leave a comment here or send me an email, and I’ll be sure to let you know as future plans are made!

ETA: Developments are in the works, so please stay tuned for schedule info!

28 Feb 2010, Comments (2)

It’s the Small Things

Author: Stace

It's the Small Things

I didn’t notice the tiny bug on this daisy until I was home in front of the computer doing all the alterations that one does in Photoshop that help you make up for your lack of skill as a photographer. I certainly wasn’t trying to take a picture of the bug, so the fact that it managed to get itself centered in the minuscule focus area of this particular lens is pretty remarkable.

On the whole, it does nothing to alter the overall composition of the photograph. You would never miss it if it weren’t there.

But, at the same time, it adds a depth and meaning to the image that transform it into something entirely different. It’s not just a picture of a pretty flower anymore, but speaks (I think) to the scale of life, and to how many layers of our world we pass over every day without ever really noticing.

I often feel the same way about writing. You can have a perfectly good story—plot, characters, narrative, dialog, theme, all the elements in place and competently executed—but it is the unexpected detail that magnifies the story into something greater, something truly memorable. It might be a particular phrase or image in the narrative, it might be a quiet insight the POV character has, or an off-hand comment by a minor character. It can be anything really. But it’s something small. Nothing that changes the overall course of the story, only how the reader relates to it. You probably would never miss it if it weren’t there.

The thing is, you can’t go out and say, “I’m going to go out and take a picture of a teeny-tiny bug on a daisy petal today.” You only chance on this sort of mini-revelation when you pause in your wandering through the garden to crouch down over a daisy, armed with your camera and most powerful lens. It’s hard keeping balance there, keeping the camera steady as you try to get just the right focus. You snap a few times, not even aware what it is you’ve got until later.

I’m trying to keep this in mind as I work on the “zero draft” of my current WIP novel. It’s handwritten, because I know it’s the only way I can silence my inner editor until I get through the whole story at least once. My handwriting is messy and disorganized, so it’s okay if the story is too. There’s no temptation to go back and polish things up, even things I know are really broken in the way I’ve written the story so far. Plus, I’m avoiding all the distractions that are available when I work on the computer. So, it’s a win-win solution.

But there is a converse temptation that I find is harder to resist: because I know it’s a zero draft, there are times where I’d like to skip over the less-exciting parts (transitions, descriptions, exposition, etc.) and get to the high-points of the drama. I know the general course of events, beginning to end, so it’s not that I need to do exploratory writing to find out what happens next. “This is just a sketch,” I tell myself. “You can fill in the details later.”

But.

But, but, but. It’s those details that really make a story come alive, isn’t it? That turn it into something more than just an exercise in plotting and characterization. And you can’t find those details if you don’t stop and pay attention to what it is you’re writing. And you can’t set out with the intention of putting meaningful details into the text, either, without running the risk of becoming preachy, or surgical. This sort of thing can only be discovered naturally.

So I try to make myself stop, crouch down over the story with my pen in hand and see what develops. What is the color of the dress she wears to the feast, and what pattern is embroidered in it’s hem? What sound do the paddles of the oars make across the water? Why does she notice one particular vendor in the marketplace? Stop and look, I tell myself. Listen. Observe. Don’t rush by. Take the time to write it all down. I may not know what I’ve discovered until much later, when I go back and start rewriting the next draft. It may be that whatever it is I’ve captured is too blurry and out-of-focus to be of any use at all, but if I don’t at least try, there won’t be anything at all when I go back. I’ll have nothing but an empty shell of a story—which might be entertaining, if I’m skilled at my craft, but otherwise lack heart and soul.

They say god is in the details. Well, I guess I want god to be in my story, too.

Repitition

26 Feb 2010, Comments (1)

Spring Wardrobe

Author: Stace

Daffodil Skirts

Have you ever noticed the frilly little skirts that daffodils wear?

Daffodil Skirts

Daffodil Skirts

Maybe that is why they are so anxious to come out in the spring, to show off their new wardrobe.

Daffodil Skirts

25 Feb 2010, Comments (1)

Color Comfort

Author: Stace

Coloring

I don’t recall being particularly fond of coloring as a child. I do know, though, that by the time I was a teenager I had discovered a few lovely, over-sized coloring books filled with fine, white paper and detailed designs clearly not intended for the under-10-and-crayons set. These intricate pictures required the finely honed point of a colored pencil to complete. My favorite had a ballet theme, each full-page illustration accompanied by text that told the story of the ballet being shown, but I feel certain I must have had a unicorn one as well, or possibly one with a general mythology theme. I also had a couple geometric design books (one cats, one just abstract designs) and of course the fabulous medieval stained glass coloring books that are still available.

Coloring

In college, I graduated to poster-sized pictures. These were fantastically detailed pictures that came in a tube—mine were fantasy themed, naturally, full of dragons, castles, fairies and other magical beings. Freshman year, a classmate and I justified splurging on a 72-color Prismacolor pencil set for a class project we were working on together (set or costume design, for theater, I’m sure) and somehow the pencils ended up in my care when we were done. After four years of coloring, some of those pencils (forest green, in particular) were worn practically to nubs, but the remains of that pencil set lives in my kids’ art supply box even now.

It was a great stress relief, back then. Engaging the hand, but not the mind. Requiring a certain artistic sensibility (you had to choose colors, after all, and you had to pay enough attention to stay in the lines) but not demanding any great creative effort. Exactly what a young mind engaged in serious (ahem) studies needs for a break.

Coloring

But since college, I’ve never done much coloring at all. I’m not sure why I stopped, other than perhaps I picked up a few other hobbies that occupied my hands without requiring a lot of thought (crochet, Internet). Even when I got into papercrafts and rubber stamping, I didn’t use colored pencils that often—ink and markers gave much bolder colors, after all. Of course, I hadn’t yet discovered the magic of watercolor pencils.

Coloring

Have you ever tried watercolor pencils? They look and act just like regular colored pencils, except with leads that are a bit softer than what you are otherwise used to. That’s because when you add water to the pigment of a watercolor pencil, it melts turning into a puddle of paint on your paper. Rich, color-saturated paint that you can move around and blend with a brush, and has none of the scratchy, tell-tale marks that coloring with pencil leaves (my 7th grade geography teacher used to mark us down if all the pencil lines on our colored maps weren’t going in the same direction). I had never heard of them until maybe 5 years ago, and even so I’ve never given them much play before now, just coloring the odd stamped image or laying down a background wash. They’re wonderful to shade with, because of the way the colors can be blended.

Coloring

The best kind of brush to use with watercolor pencils is a water brush, with a reservoir of water in the handle. It’s better only because it’s convenient: regular paint brushes and water work just as well, but they’re not as easy to carry around. You can get them in most art supply stores for very little money. Mine’s a little frazzled looking, but it works just fine. I usually keep a paper towel handy to blot off excess paint between colors, just to avoid unwanted mixing.

Look what a dramatic difference it makes—before water:

Coloring

And after:

Coloring

Here’s the full page, right after I finished “painting”:

Coloring

And then a scan, after I outlined my sections with white pen for a more defined look:

Coloring

Last Thursday, I made an important rediscovery. I came home from my writers group with a head cold settling in fierce, but the men’s figure skating final was on and I wanted to stay up and watch. I wanted something to occupy my attention between performances (so I wouldn’t have to listen too much to the chatty commentators), but because I wasn’t feeling well I didn’t want anything too complicated or elaborate. So I sat down with my art journal and a pencil and doodled: my creative inspiration was the decorations on the wall of the Olympic ice arena. After sketching out a pageful of wavy lines, I went in search of my watercolor pencils. Fuss-less, you know?

Olympic

As I sat curled up in the chair, across the room from the one working lamp, I remembered how absolutely pleasurable simply coloring can be. The repetitive motion, the scratch of the pencil across the paper, gradually filling in a pre-defined shape with color. It was soothing, exactly what I needed to help me feel better.

(I did the waterbrush painting the next day, and added some highlights with markers. The background had been painted a few days previously, with watercolor paint.)

Olympic - detail

In fact, it was so soothing that I repeated the exercise the following day, this time with doodled swirls across the background of a larger spread. I was still sick, and increasingly worried about my also-sick cat, so this kind of low-key, mess-free activity was exactly what I needed. The bonus comes because of the watercolor pencils: not only do i get the old, remembered stress-relief of simply coloring, coloring, coloring, I can go back and finish it up for a very satisfying piece of artwork. It’s the best of both worlds!

Color Comfort  - detail

I have long indulged in comfort writing—a little private world with some much beloved characters that I turn to when I am too tired or emotionally wrung out to deal with my current writing projects, but I still feel the need to write. After 10 years, I know them and their story so well I don’t even have to think about it, and because no one but a few close friends are ever going to see it I don’t have to worry about whether or not every sentence is artistically sound. It’s mechanical, almost. The words just go down on the page, filling in the lines that are already in place.

Just like simple coloring.

I’m really thankful to have rediscovered this old pleasure of mine. You can bet I’m going to be doing a lot more of it in the pages of my art journal.

Color Comfort

23 Feb 2010, Comments (0)

Desert Gold

Author: Stace

Desert Gold

“If we, citizens, do not support our artists, then we sacrifice our imagination on the altar of crude reality and we end up believing in nothing and having worthless dreams.”

Yann Martel, The Life of Pi

15 Feb 2010, Comments (1)

We’re All Winners

Author: Stace

PhotoBut the prize has to go to someone!

That’s right, today is the culmination of Lisa Swifka’s grand Magic Carpet Ride of a blog event, One World One Heart. I hope everyone has had as much fun as I’ve had the past few weeks, traveling the blogosphere and discovering new online treasures. I know I’ve added not-a-few new feeds to my subscription list, and I hope in the weeks to come that I will have time to get to know some of you through your blogs.

Today’s been fun, too, watching as bloggers have posted the winners of their giveaways, feeling (I admit) a little jealous when someone else won a prize I coveted for myself, but happy for the winner at the same time. I myself found out just this minute that I have won a giveaway myself–a print of Shirly Ng-Benitez’s lovely watercolor painting “Peaceful Journey”! Go look, quick, and then come back to find out who has won my little prize…

Okay, back?

I had a 303 entries for my drawing (I deleted a few duplicates), and while I was originally planning to do a drawing by hand, there were just too many to make it at all reasonable (especially after a beach trip today). So instead I resorted to random.org, plugged in the parameters, and got this result:

Winner is #262

The winner is #262…

Congratulations to Mallory, who blogs at This Life!

I will be sending you an email to confirm and get shipping into. I hope you will enjoy your creative journaling kit and handcarved stamp!

And to everyone else, thank you so much for visiting my blog. I hope you will come back again soon.

14 Feb 2010, Comments (1)

My Journal is Not a Diary

Author: Stace

I’m on to the next journal already. Here’s a little video I put together showing how the first page came together:

The One World One Heart web event ends tomorrow! Entries for my drawing must be received by 3 pm PST in order to be eligible. We’re going to enjoy the warm weather with a visit to the beach tomorrow, so check back late in the day to find out who the winner is. Good luck!

14 Feb 2010, Comments (1)

Word Painting

Author: Stace

Inspiration

This is my favorite page from my gothic arch journal (titled “Word Painting” after the cover page now). I don’t know why it’s my favorite, except perhaps that I like peacocks, and I like the color combination.

My favorite image is actually the bird-headed woman here:

She is Bewitched

Besides being the most daring I’ve gotten with collage, it is also resonates very strongly with the story I’ve been working on, which is something I’d like to see happen more and more in my journals.

However, the page as a whole leaves me cold. I had set it up to use as a demo for a shading technique at last week’s art journal workshop, but it was kind of a disaster. The first mistake was putting the tree in the forefront of the page, when the woman should have been the main focus. I also had a strong border around the edges, further distracting from the image. My efforts to fix the composition flaw with shading, stamped texture, and text just made the whole thing a mess. You couldn’t focus on the woman at all. So I colored over nearly everything with a watercolor crayon, added a unobtrusive dot border and a narrow band of text. I wouldn’t say it “saved” the page, but it did allow the woman to show up more prominently, and that is the thing I want to remember when I look back at this page!

The lesson in this is two-fold. One: if you don’t like what happens on a page, don’t give up. Keep working at it, adding layers, covering parts up. I know the temptation to rip pages out of your journal is strong but resist it. You can always salvage something!

Two: You’re not going to love every page of your journal, and that’s okay. Creative journaling is about the process, not the product. Sometimes the process is frustrating, but it is still teaching you something. Each time you look back at the page you don’t like, you’ll remember what it was you learned when you made it. Keep those unlikeable pages in your journal, so you remember your whole journey.

You can view the rest of the pages of the journal in my flickr stream, if you so desire. And here’s hoping you are having a great Sunday/Valentine’s Day/Chinese New Year!