Archives: February 2010

28 Feb 2010

It’s the Small Things

Author: Stace

It's the Small Things

I didn’t notice the tiny bug on this daisy until I was home in front of the computer doing all the alterations that one does in Photoshop that help you make up for your lack of skill as a photographer. I certainly wasn’t trying to take a picture of the bug, so the fact that it managed to get itself centered in the minuscule focus area of this particular lens is pretty remarkable.

On the whole, it does nothing to alter the overall composition of the photograph. You would never miss it if it weren’t there.

But, at the same time, it adds a depth and meaning to the image that transform it into something entirely different. It’s not just a picture of a pretty flower anymore, but speaks (I think) to the scale of life, and to how many layers of our world we pass over every day without ever really noticing.

I often feel the same way about writing. You can have a perfectly good story—plot, characters, narrative, dialog, theme, all the elements in place and competently executed—but it is the unexpected detail that magnifies the story into something greater, something truly memorable. It might be a particular phrase or image in the narrative, it might be a quiet insight the POV character has, or an off-hand comment by a minor character. It can be anything really. But it’s something small. Nothing that changes the overall course of the story, only how the reader relates to it. You probably would never miss it if it weren’t there.

The thing is, you can’t go out and say, “I’m going to go out and take a picture of a teeny-tiny bug on a daisy petal today.” You only chance on this sort of mini-revelation when you pause in your wandering through the garden to crouch down over a daisy, armed with your camera and most powerful lens. It’s hard keeping balance there, keeping the camera steady as you try to get just the right focus. You snap a few times, not even aware what it is you’ve got until later.

I’m trying to keep this in mind as I work on the “zero draft” of my current WIP novel. It’s handwritten, because I know it’s the only way I can silence my inner editor until I get through the whole story at least once. My handwriting is messy and disorganized, so it’s okay if the story is too. There’s no temptation to go back and polish things up, even things I know are really broken in the way I’ve written the story so far. Plus, I’m avoiding all the distractions that are available when I work on the computer. So, it’s a win-win solution.

But there is a converse temptation that I find is harder to resist: because I know it’s a zero draft, there are times where I’d like to skip over the less-exciting parts (transitions, descriptions, exposition, etc.) and get to the high-points of the drama. I know the general course of events, beginning to end, so it’s not that I need to do exploratory writing to find out what happens next. “This is just a sketch,” I tell myself. “You can fill in the details later.”

But.

But, but, but. It’s those details that really make a story come alive, isn’t it? That turn it into something more than just an exercise in plotting and characterization. And you can’t find those details if you don’t stop and pay attention to what it is you’re writing. And you can’t set out with the intention of putting meaningful details into the text, either, without running the risk of becoming preachy, or surgical. This sort of thing can only be discovered naturally.

So I try to make myself stop, crouch down over the story with my pen in hand and see what develops. What is the color of the dress she wears to the feast, and what pattern is embroidered in it’s hem? What sound do the paddles of the oars make across the water? Why does she notice one particular vendor in the marketplace? Stop and look, I tell myself. Listen. Observe. Don’t rush by. Take the time to write it all down. I may not know what I’ve discovered until much later, when I go back and start rewriting the next draft. It may be that whatever it is I’ve captured is too blurry and out-of-focus to be of any use at all, but if I don’t at least try, there won’t be anything at all when I go back. I’ll have nothing but an empty shell of a story—which might be entertaining, if I’m skilled at my craft, but otherwise lack heart and soul.

They say god is in the details. Well, I guess I want god to be in my story, too.

Repitition

26 Feb 2010

Spring Wardrobe

Author: Stace

Daffodil Skirts

Have you ever noticed the frilly little skirts that daffodils wear?

Daffodil Skirts

Daffodil Skirts

Maybe that is why they are so anxious to come out in the spring, to show off their new wardrobe.

Daffodil Skirts

25 Feb 2010

Color Comfort

Author: Stace

Coloring

I don’t recall being particularly fond of coloring as a child. I do know, though, that by the time I was a teenager I had discovered a few lovely, over-sized coloring books filled with fine, white paper and detailed designs clearly not intended for the under-10-and-crayons set. These intricate pictures required the finely honed point of a colored pencil to complete. My favorite had a ballet theme, each full-page illustration accompanied by text that told the story of the ballet being shown, but I feel certain I must have had a unicorn one as well, or possibly one with a general mythology theme. I also had a couple geometric design books (one cats, one just abstract designs) and of course the fabulous medieval stained glass coloring books that are still available.

Coloring

In college, I graduated to poster-sized pictures. These were fantastically detailed pictures that came in a tube—mine were fantasy themed, naturally, full of dragons, castles, fairies and other magical beings. Freshman year, a classmate and I justified splurging on a 72-color Prismacolor pencil set for a class project we were working on together (set or costume design, for theater, I’m sure) and somehow the pencils ended up in my care when we were done. After four years of coloring, some of those pencils (forest green, in particular) were worn practically to nubs, but the remains of that pencil set lives in my kids’ art supply box even now.

It was a great stress relief, back then. Engaging the hand, but not the mind. Requiring a certain artistic sensibility (you had to choose colors, after all, and you had to pay enough attention to stay in the lines) but not demanding any great creative effort. Exactly what a young mind engaged in serious (ahem) studies needs for a break.

Coloring

But since college, I’ve never done much coloring at all. I’m not sure why I stopped, other than perhaps I picked up a few other hobbies that occupied my hands without requiring a lot of thought (crochet, Internet). Even when I got into papercrafts and rubber stamping, I didn’t use colored pencils that often—ink and markers gave much bolder colors, after all. Of course, I hadn’t yet discovered the magic of watercolor pencils.

Coloring

Have you ever tried watercolor pencils? They look and act just like regular colored pencils, except with leads that are a bit softer than what you are otherwise used to. That’s because when you add water to the pigment of a watercolor pencil, it melts turning into a puddle of paint on your paper. Rich, color-saturated paint that you can move around and blend with a brush, and has none of the scratchy, tell-tale marks that coloring with pencil leaves (my 7th grade geography teacher used to mark us down if all the pencil lines on our colored maps weren’t going in the same direction). I had never heard of them until maybe 5 years ago, and even so I’ve never given them much play before now, just coloring the odd stamped image or laying down a background wash. They’re wonderful to shade with, because of the way the colors can be blended.

Coloring

The best kind of brush to use with watercolor pencils is a water brush, with a reservoir of water in the handle. It’s better only because it’s convenient: regular paint brushes and water work just as well, but they’re not as easy to carry around. You can get them in most art supply stores for very little money. Mine’s a little frazzled looking, but it works just fine. I usually keep a paper towel handy to blot off excess paint between colors, just to avoid unwanted mixing.

Look what a dramatic difference it makes—before water:

Coloring

And after:

Coloring

Here’s the full page, right after I finished “painting”:

Coloring

And then a scan, after I outlined my sections with white pen for a more defined look:

Coloring

Last Thursday, I made an important rediscovery. I came home from my writers group with a head cold settling in fierce, but the men’s figure skating final was on and I wanted to stay up and watch. I wanted something to occupy my attention between performances (so I wouldn’t have to listen too much to the chatty commentators), but because I wasn’t feeling well I didn’t want anything too complicated or elaborate. So I sat down with my art journal and a pencil and doodled: my creative inspiration was the decorations on the wall of the Olympic ice arena. After sketching out a pageful of wavy lines, I went in search of my watercolor pencils. Fuss-less, you know?

Olympic

As I sat curled up in the chair, across the room from the one working lamp, I remembered how absolutely pleasurable simply coloring can be. The repetitive motion, the scratch of the pencil across the paper, gradually filling in a pre-defined shape with color. It was soothing, exactly what I needed to help me feel better.

(I did the waterbrush painting the next day, and added some highlights with markers. The background had been painted a few days previously, with watercolor paint.)

Olympic - detail

In fact, it was so soothing that I repeated the exercise the following day, this time with doodled swirls across the background of a larger spread. I was still sick, and increasingly worried about my also-sick cat, so this kind of low-key, mess-free activity was exactly what I needed. The bonus comes because of the watercolor pencils: not only do i get the old, remembered stress-relief of simply coloring, coloring, coloring, I can go back and finish it up for a very satisfying piece of artwork. It’s the best of both worlds!

Color Comfort  - detail

I have long indulged in comfort writing—a little private world with some much beloved characters that I turn to when I am too tired or emotionally wrung out to deal with my current writing projects, but I still feel the need to write. After 10 years, I know them and their story so well I don’t even have to think about it, and because no one but a few close friends are ever going to see it I don’t have to worry about whether or not every sentence is artistically sound. It’s mechanical, almost. The words just go down on the page, filling in the lines that are already in place.

Just like simple coloring.

I’m really thankful to have rediscovered this old pleasure of mine. You can bet I’m going to be doing a lot more of it in the pages of my art journal.

Color Comfort

23 Feb 2010

Desert Gold

Author: Stace

Desert Gold

“If we, citizens, do not support our artists, then we sacrifice our imagination on the altar of crude reality and we end up believing in nothing and having worthless dreams.”

Yann Martel, The Life of Pi

15 Feb 2010

We’re All Winners

Author: Stace

PhotoBut the prize has to go to someone!

That’s right, today is the culmination of Lisa Swifka’s grand Magic Carpet Ride of a blog event, One World One Heart. I hope everyone has had as much fun as I’ve had the past few weeks, traveling the blogosphere and discovering new online treasures. I know I’ve added not-a-few new feeds to my subscription list, and I hope in the weeks to come that I will have time to get to know some of you through your blogs.

Today’s been fun, too, watching as bloggers have posted the winners of their giveaways, feeling (I admit) a little jealous when someone else won a prize I coveted for myself, but happy for the winner at the same time. I myself found out just this minute that I have won a giveaway myself–a print of Shirly Ng-Benitez’s lovely watercolor painting “Peaceful Journey”! Go look, quick, and then come back to find out who has won my little prize…

Okay, back?

I had a 303 entries for my drawing (I deleted a few duplicates), and while I was originally planning to do a drawing by hand, there were just too many to make it at all reasonable (especially after a beach trip today). So instead I resorted to random.org, plugged in the parameters, and got this result:

Winner is #262

The winner is #262…

Congratulations to Mallory, who blogs at This Life!

I will be sending you an email to confirm and get shipping into. I hope you will enjoy your creative journaling kit and handcarved stamp!

And to everyone else, thank you so much for visiting my blog. I hope you will come back again soon.

14 Feb 2010

My Journal is Not a Diary

Author: Stace

I’m on to the next journal already. Here’s a little video I put together showing how the first page came together:

The One World One Heart web event ends tomorrow! Entries for my drawing must be received by 3 pm PST in order to be eligible. We’re going to enjoy the warm weather with a visit to the beach tomorrow, so check back late in the day to find out who the winner is. Good luck!

14 Feb 2010

Word Painting

Author: Stace

Inspiration

This is my favorite page from my gothic arch journal (titled “Word Painting” after the cover page now). I don’t know why it’s my favorite, except perhaps that I like peacocks, and I like the color combination.

My favorite image is actually the bird-headed woman here:

She is Bewitched

Besides being the most daring I’ve gotten with collage, it is also resonates very strongly with the story I’ve been working on, which is something I’d like to see happen more and more in my journals.

However, the page as a whole leaves me cold. I had set it up to use as a demo for a shading technique at last week’s art journal workshop, but it was kind of a disaster. The first mistake was putting the tree in the forefront of the page, when the woman should have been the main focus. I also had a strong border around the edges, further distracting from the image. My efforts to fix the composition flaw with shading, stamped texture, and text just made the whole thing a mess. You couldn’t focus on the woman at all. So I colored over nearly everything with a watercolor crayon, added a unobtrusive dot border and a narrow band of text. I wouldn’t say it “saved” the page, but it did allow the woman to show up more prominently, and that is the thing I want to remember when I look back at this page!

The lesson in this is two-fold. One: if you don’t like what happens on a page, don’t give up. Keep working at it, adding layers, covering parts up. I know the temptation to rip pages out of your journal is strong but resist it. You can always salvage something!

Two: You’re not going to love every page of your journal, and that’s okay. Creative journaling is about the process, not the product. Sometimes the process is frustrating, but it is still teaching you something. Each time you look back at the page you don’t like, you’ll remember what it was you learned when you made it. Keep those unlikeable pages in your journal, so you remember your whole journey.

You can view the rest of the pages of the journal in my flickr stream, if you so desire. And here’s hoping you are having a great Sunday/Valentine’s Day/Chinese New Year!

11 Feb 2010

Budding

Author: Stace

Virgins

I know half the country is buried in snow, but it’s almost spring here in Southern California.

Sleeping Beauty

These buds are tiny, only about a half an inch long. But thanks to a generous gift from a dear friend I’m able to share these little glories with you in astounding detail. (She probably didn’t realize what she was giving away!)

Kiss

My mind is on too many other things right now to concentrate on a lengthy post, but will be showing off some new journal pages soon, and I’ve started working on a series of articles about creative journaling just for writers. I feel like things are finally starting open up. What about you?

9 Feb 2010

Dalliance

Author: Stace

Today, I’m thinking about spring.

Dalliance

It’s not far off, now. The rains will mean a brilliant greening of the hills within a few weeks time, and I can’t wait to wander among the canyons and oaks. And wildflowers! We’ll for sure have to plan an expedition to the desert to photograph wildflowers!

I’m also thinking about birds.

Detail: She is Bewitched

They’ve shown up in my current journal a few times, probably because the story I’m working is about a bird who is transformed into a woman. It was a received moderately well at my writers group on Thursday…they liked the writing, I think, but the plot has some major problems, and there are metaphysical issues to be sorted out. I like how I can use my creative journal feeds off the symbols and imagery that I’m using in my fiction. They are intertwined, growing from the same source, becoming more and more in sync all the time.

Also thinking about friends and fun and sharing the joys of art making.

Unmade Art

Last night’s workshop in Laguna Hills was a hit. We had five new participants, for a total of nine all together. What a great time we had, cutting and gluing and coloring. I did a demo about shading, using my new chalk pastels (great product, with a fixative in the mix so that you don’t have to worry about smearing). A few people tried them out, too.


(Unfortunately, most of my shots were blurry, and I’ve become too vain about my photography to post bad photos, so I only have a few to share).

February Workshop

February Workshop

February Workshop

I brought a few blank journals for people to purchase, if they didn’t have one, and have some left over. If anyone is interested, I’d be happy to sell them to you via my Etsy or Artfire shop.

Watercolor Journals

There are four all together. Each is 8″ x 10″, constructed in the model of Teesha Moore’s “16 Pages from one sheet” journals, which is to say there are 12 full-sized pages, and 4 interior flaps. They’re bound pamphlet style with linen thread.

Watercolor Journal

Two are made of Strathmore Aquarius II watercolor paper, 80 lb (I think) cold press. This is exactly what I used on my Create Your Own Reality Journal . Ideal for watercolor backgrounds, but a little bit fussy with pens—felt and brush tips are okay, and most gel pens, but the fine tip pens (like Pitt) were a but stubborn, probably due to the porous texture of the paper. (The same reason, I think that my transfers on the Fragments of Butterflies page were so irregular.) These are $5.00 each.

One is made of Arches 90 lb hot press paper. Very smooth texture, sturdy but not heavy. I haven’t used this kind of paper in a journal myself, but it looks like it should work well for most mediums. This is $10.

The last one is made of Arches 140 lb cold press paper. The texture on this is yummy, and I am swooning over the irregular edges:

Watercolor Journal

It’s substantially weightier than the other journals, and the paper will no doubt withstand most wet mediums (paint, glue, etc). I suspect that like the other cold press journals it will be fussy with pens and transfers because of it’s texture. But it is a lovely, lovely book, that will elevate whatever it is you put on the page with its substance. This one is also $10.

If you are interested in purchasing any of these journals, just leave a comment below, or send me an email and we’ll set up the sale. If there is a lot of interest, I’m perfectly willing to make more, so don’t hesitate to comment even if there are other people ahead of you!

Also, if you haven’t already, be sure to enter my One World One Heart giveaway. The deadline is February 15th!

8 Feb 2010

The Unicorn’s Wood

Author: Stace

The Unicorn's Wood

Look close…can you see her?

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